live it up

im sick,

& im tired of you feeling like your better than anyone else. im done listening to all the shit you put me through. everyone told me that you never treated me like a real friend & i would stick up for you but you know what. im realizing it. im not the first you would go to, im not the friend you trust everything with, im not the first friend you would even want to hangout with. i hear everything else from other people. EVERYTHING. youre the one with the trust issues, and if you don’t trust i wouldn’t say anything, you don’t know me. you never did. i should be able to have one friend that i can be myself with, but i can’t even with you, cause i don’t know who you are going to tell next. but i can’t. im just tired. tired of not having a bestfriend.